So..this week has SUCKED! I work Mondays and Fridays. Well due to certain circumstances at work they needed someone to fill in this week. So i had Monday off this week and work tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday. And its killin me. I know im a baby and alot of you are thinking boo hoo i do that day in and day out but me and jeff work opposite. Jeff goes to bed at 8pm cuz he goes into work at 4:30am and doesn't get home till between 2-4. Well when i work i go in at 1pm and get off at 9pm. So the days i work, i dont see jeff at all. I just sleep by him. So when i work this much i NEVER see jeff and its hard on me.
WELL. Today was soooo stressful at work. My baby is sick for the second time in her life. She threw up twice, had a temp of 99, wouldn't eat, i felt HORRIBLE being at work and not able to do anything to help her. Good thing Jeff is an awesome daddy.
So......on to the venting :) WHO INVENTED HUSBANDS! hahaha and i say this in a totally joking way. I come home, im stressed, the house is a MESS, Braylee's puke car seat and clothes are sitting in my kitchen. Im annoyed. Why was this not taken care of? Well i decide not to make a big deal of it and just throw it in the washer. Well i had to tear apart the car seat. I go to undo the straps underneath to take off the fabric and brays car seat has a plastic flap thing to recline the cars eat. Well i let the plastic thing down....and puke comes POURING out all over my hands and floor. There is puke in every crevice and i have to take all the straps out so im basically PLAYING in her puke. i was so mad. Then im having clean the whole house and i was so frustrated!
i mean i get it. Jeff works full time and works HARD. And i SOOOO appreciate him. i only work 2 days a week and im fine cleaning and cooking and raising bray. i love it! but... sometimes i feel like a maid
does anyone else have this dilemma!
i rarely feel this way, usually i only feel this way when i get behind on cleaning...so i created my own problem haha.
im also frustrated cuz i get off work, come home and clean, and here it is 11:00 and i have to get up at 7am to babysit my niece whom i love dearly...just along with all my frustration, i have no time to myself and have to go to bed. i had 15 min to write this blog post haha.
and i get to do it all over again tomorrow! joy. hope i can fit a shower in :(
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